i’m losing myself trying to compete
with everyone else instead of just being me.
don’t know where to turn, i’ve been stuck in this routine.
i need to change my ways, instead of always being weak.
Supernatural AU: I want Dean Winchester to meet Alison Swift on a hunt. They fall in love and have a good relationship of one year, showing us a really different Dean than the one we know. During a hunt, they have a huge fight causing them to break up and taking different paths. Years later, Sam and Dean go back to try and save the people they saved before, but they just get to see how a demon kills Alison. Dean wonders why her if she never was in danger with him but the truth was… He saved her from her past. “You learned my secrets and you figured out why I’m guarded”
"In order to have a good time you have to work hard in order to be successful, and being kind to people should be a given. If everyone was a little bit nicer to people, the world would be a much better place. You have a choice where you can either be all right to someone or you can be a little bit nicer, and that can make someone’s day."
This is Holly Dash! Holly Dash is a somewhat special pony, for the precise reason of, she’s the OC of a person who worked on the show for a while, and essentially the pony version of that person. Now she’s an official pony figure. Wow. That’s pretty damn awesome.
Now, I know that every pony on this blog, every toy that was redrawn, was at some point somebody’s design. Holly is particularly special, though. Although we have artists who design ponies on the show, Holly’s designer is one of the few who is publicly credited with the design. So, as a change to the anonymously-created and vector recolour ponies I usually deal with, Holly here is pretty much the same Holly. I just gave her a fancy hairdo.
SHOW CAMEO: As stated above, the toy is based on a pony designed by an animator working for the show. She only appeared in Swarm of the Century and, due to her specific nature, was never given a fan-name.
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I finally got my first tattoo yesterday and I’m so in love with it. I got the lyrics “lost the battle/win the war” from the song Now by Paramore.
I got it as a kind of reminder to myself that no matter how shitty things get, I’m still here and that’s all I need to prove that I’m winning, against depression, anxiety and panic attacks, and self harm, which is why I got it on the side of my left arm where the majority of my self harm scars are. But also as a reminder that it’s okay to not be okay, it’s alright not to win every battle because there are times that you won’t win no matter what anyway, but it doesn’t mean you’ve failed, not yourself or anyone else, so you shouldn’t feel ashamed of it because it’s only natural.
I also got it written in my best friend’s handwriting because I felt like it would mean more to me every time I saw it if it felt like he’s the one that wrote it on my arm rather than myself. I keep promises to other people better than I keep them to myself, and he means more than the world to me and I love him to pieces and he knows first hand what all this feels like too, so this is my promise to him to never give up and to “win the war.”